Wednesday, September 16, 2009
how does it feel
when you are suffering alone
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12:47 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
HAHA.
friends are indeed important
and yes indeed i can see so.
i just wish i was a little higher up there in the hierarchy of
all the factors, including the minor ones
maybe not at the top
but probably somewhere abit more noticeable
somewhere i can be seen at least
changes are normal
cock up as usual
im afraid
seldom in life im ever afraid
but now i have a fear
afraid of having too high a hope
and in the end, rewarded with a sense of emptiness
so isnt it better not to expect anyything
i wonder what one is thinking
sometimes cant things be more clear ?
and not like that big long fence in the middle of korea
yes means yes
no means no
nuclear bomb means nuclear bomb
wondergirls means wondergirls
imagine walking in a tunnel
and u see a light
u chased it
only to realise the light is always there but never brighter
how ?
no choice lor
lan lan lor
i wish i was fucking rich
fucking fucking rich
don have to worry about money
money will just drop from the sky
i wish i am jus fucking fucking rich
can go cheong everyday
can drink everyday
can drive neat cars around
and fetch those pretty babes
i wish i was fucking fucking rich
can bring you around the world on a holiday
i wish i was fucking fucking rich
so i dont have to work till the clear moon night
but whats the point of being fucking fucking rich
when you have no one to enjoy it with
so i guess im better off being fucking fucking poor
cant think too much now
wad a drive
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2:38 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
recently i just talked to my ex, i ask her whethr if she had a bf already and she said " yes , recently "
i cant helped it but right at that point of time i am truly so happy, hahahha
happy !
ok i must admit im abit happy for her , to have found her love.
and happy for that guy , to have found his love also
ok maybe bullshit u may think
but , most of all , im so happy for my self !
why ?
because im not the one to be hurt anytime soon =)
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11:27 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Have you ever ecountered when your friend who has a bf/gf and still two time their partner ?
well i certainly have, and even a victim of it. sometimes i just wonder why must people two time, well of course there must have been tons of reason behind it. And even to the point of having to two time most probably means that the fading relationship is , well , faded. And when truth comes to light, the whole world comes crashing down for the victim. okay maybe the world wont crash but still there is somepoint of damage. And thus , one learns from that lesson.
To make it sound bad , thats " two timing " for you. To make it sound worse , " Betrayal " is the word.
To me , i personally see this kind of stuff as common as it is already, friends who two time, if not rather they become the victim. Well of course im not trying to point fingers and say " hey thats wrong thing to do " so usually when i come across this kind of situation from my friends i would jus sit and watch the show. Never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you - thats what i always think. And as always, the victim will rise triumphant and move on with life ( with the given factor of time )
yes , yes, lets move on with life you say. As i move along i begin find this speck of hatred after being two timed. And it grows. Not as bad as it seems though but i just simply hope the new found couple will jus betray each other and self disintergrade. The deeper their love, the finer they will disintergrade.How nice haha
Sometimes i just find it hard to trust people. Well its not everyone that its hard to trust but just a handful. The basis of bond , is trust. And in this world, it sure is hard to find people who you can trust. I have friends who trust me as much as i trust them. And also "Friends" who i totally cant trust at all. Well, if u don trust them , theres no way they can betray u right?
waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...
still waiting and waiting...
waiting..for..
....
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12:03 AM
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
recently i got to know that the world is going to end in 21st december 2012 i did alot of research and watched alot of youtube videos regarding this , whether if it is urban myth or trueok to my readers you probably have no idea what this 2012 is all about so let me tell u more about it.
the information below is taken from the facebook group 2012, u guys can take a look or join it if u wantquite interesting to know, but anyway believing or not is up to you.
7 reasons the world will end in 2012
Scientific experts from around the world are genuinely predicting that five years from now, all life on Earth could well finish. Some are saying it'll be humans that set it off. Others believe that a natural phenomenon will be the cause. And the religious folks are saying it'll be God himself who presses the stop button...
1. Mayan Calendar
The first mob to predict 2012 as the end of the world were the Mayans, a bloodthirsty race that were good at two things:
Building highly accurate astrological equipment out of stone andSacrificing Virgins.
Thousands of years ago they managed to calculate the length of the lunar moon as 329.53020 days, only 34 seconds out. The Mayan calendar predicts that the Earth will end on December 21, 2012. Given that they were pretty close to the mark with the lunar cycle, it's likely they've got the end of the world right as well.
2. Sun StormsSolar experts from around the world monitoring the sun have made a startling discovery: our sun is in a bit of strife. The energy output of the sun is, like most things in nature, cyclic, and it's supposed to be in the middle of a period of relative stability. However, recent solar storms have been bombarding the Earth with so much radiation energy, it's been knocking out power grids and destroying satellites. This activity is predicted to get worse, and calculations suggest it'll reach its deadly peak sometime in 2012
3. The Atom Smasher
Scientists in Europe have been building the world's largest particle accelerator. Basically its a 27km tunnel designed to smash atoms together to find out what makes the Universe tick. However, the mega-gadget has caused serious concern, with some scientists suggesting that it's properly even a bad idea to turn it on in the first place. They're predicting all manner of deadly results, including mini black holes. So when this machine is fired up for its first serious experiment in 2012, the world could be crushed into a super-dense blob the size of a basketball.
4. The Bible says...
If having scientists warning us about the end of the world isn't bad enough,religious folks are getting in on the act aswell. Interpretations of the Christian Bible reveal that the date for Armageddon, the final battle between Good an Evil, has been set down for 2012. The I Ching, also known as the Chinese book of Changes, says the same thing, as do various sections of the Hindu teachings.
5. Super Volcano
Yellowstone National Park in the United States is famous for its thermal springs and Old Faithful geyser. The reason for this is simple - it's sitting on top of the world's biggest volcano, and geological experts are beginning to get nervous sweats. The Yellowstone volcano has a pattern of erupting every 650,000 years or so, and we're many years overdue for an explosion that will fill the atmosphere with ash, blocking the sun and plunging the Earth into a frozen winter that could last up to 15,000 years. The pressure under the Yellowstone is building steadily, and geologists have set 2012 as a likely date for the big bang.
6. The Physicists
This one's case of bog-simple maths mathematics. Physicists at Berekely Uni have been crunching the numbers. and they've determined that the Earth is well overdue for a major catastrophic event. Even worse, they're claiming their calculations prove, that we're all going to die, very soon - while also saying their prediction comes with a certainty of 99 percent- and 2012 just happens to be the best guess as to when it occurs.
7. Slip-Slop-Slap-BANG!
We all know the Earth is surrounded by a magnetic field that sheilds us from most of the sun's radiation. What you might not know is that the magnetic poles we call north and south have a nasty habit of swapping places every 750,000 years or so - and right now we're about 30,000 years overdue. Scientists have noted that the poles are drifting apart roughly 20-30kms each year, much faster than ever before, which points to a pole-shift being right around the corner. While the pole shift is underway, the magnetic field is disrupted and will eventually disappear, sometimes for up to 100 years. The result is enough UV outdoors to crisp your skin in seconds, killing everything it touches
ok so now u roughly have an idea what MAY happen in 2012.one more thing to add is about PLANET X.you guys can watch the video in the link below :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8S0bj76389U ---> part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjjrStDxTrc&feature=related --> part 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5TOmRD_V48&feature=related --> part3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNZIyfBChmA&feature=related -->part 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zero0Y6TCA8&feature=related -->5
http://www.planetxvideo.com/ --> for more info
go watch the videos. its kinda interesting to know. or if u want to find out more jus simply search for 2012 , planet x, nibiru on youtube.
ok maybe to some people they make this all this is just a bullshit, probably a marketing gimmick to sell their books and videos but well, beliving it or not i leave it you and so after telling u so much, it all goes down to one simple question WHAT IF the endof the world is really comming, what you you do ? now i guess it sets u thinking doesnt it.
ive thought about it for quite sometime already.first of all since it its the end of the world so i guess most or all the people are going to die so most probably i would jus give my loved ones a call to tell them how much i love themafter that i would get dead drunk and die a peaceful death as the whole world crumbleshow nice isnt it ? now think about yours
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12:44 AM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
one day back in camp while i was talking to my friends, one of my campmates unknowingly said to me " wah give u die (给你死) and unknowingly for me too, i replied to him " im not afraid of death, only afraid of having not lived my life . " (不怕死，只怕没活过）I do not not why i was so prompted to reply in such a way but it just comes naturally to me. life and death is but a process that we all, of who are born, must go through. And this particular line, sets me thinking more. what good must life be in order to really live through it ? there is no right or wrong to this question , as each and every individual one of us views through life differently.
water , takes up any form of container it is given in. soft as it is but still able to do large damage.
we all, are like water; formless, but taking on the shape of the container that we are living in.
such is life, such versatile yet limited by the boundaries we are set to live in.
so lets not complain about life but instead be like water, flow along with it and the damage are little. go against the currents and you'll only find yourself struggling. and maybe by then one may not fear death, for he / she had already lived the life.
a few years back i was at kolam ayer csc playing volleyball, i do not know why but some how i just cant seem to spike the ball properly. my palms couldnt go in full contact with the ball and therefore i cant seem to control the direction i wan to hit the ball to. and thus a senior peer of mine , hong wen , (40) enlightened me. " relax your body, especially your arms." simple logic. i tried it and true enough i could hit the ball better. it was then i realised the importance of relaxing your body. this not only applies to just playing sports but to many other things as well.
a few days ago i was reading this quote from bruce lee " the more relaxed your muscles are, the more energy can flow through it. using brute force will only cause opposite effects"
only then did i realise the effects of relaxing your muscles
what you give is not what you get
In order to gain something, you must give up something of equivalent value. this particular sentence holds truth to many things that can apply to us. you want to earn money, thus u have to work hard for it. and by working hard, you give your time , and energy, in return u get your paycheck. i name this, the Law of Equivalent Trade.but however. it doesnt seem to apply to everything that we want to gain. you can give your all to the person you love, be there for them during bad times and all. you could have given the whole world to your loved one, and yet all you got back is ignorance. okay maybe at the start u may think that its worth it, and time will change people, but as time goes on, you'll probably get sick and tired. why ? that is simply because for all the things that you had given up for you dont really got back what u THINK you deserved.
This, produces an negative thinking in your mind and thus, u start to hate and detest. all because your emotional needs , and maybe physical needs , are not fulfilled. Thus, you begin searching for alternatives. searching for something which u think deserved you more.
inspired by nature.
Oneday I was so down and out, everything just seems to be so wrong, okay so it isnt the end of the world for me yet. I couldn’t stop thinking. Took a afternoon nap, and during it, it stormed in my area, I woke up in the evening, probably about 6 plus and see the setting sun out again, but the other side of the sky so still as gloomy. You could say half of the sky is grey and drizzling , and the other half, glorious sunshine.
I hopped onto my bicycle and rode out. Looked up into the sky in awe. Hardly in singapore u can see a full blown rainbow right above your head, and I just did. The rays of the setting sun shone directly at the grey clouds and the reflection of lights on the water droplets hanging in the air created the full blown rainbow over the landscape. I stopped by the traffic light, mesmerized by this beauty. Even strangers around me are taking photos of the rainbow. Somehow or rather I don seem so down and out anymore.
That rainbow admist the darken part of the sky some how inspired me. And I thought, “ yes! That’s it ! nature is taking its course. The sky can be dark, but the rainbow can still be there.
Be like nature my friend. “
I was working in this warehouse sale with friend of mine, Vio, a 20 odd plus lady married with children. As expected in singapore context, any warehouse sales is bound to have like the whole world attending. It was crowded as hell. There was this mother who was shopping for shoes and her child suddenly went bonkers and cried whilst sitting on the floor. I was near them but I didn’t know what was happening to the child. However, the cries were extremely annonying and loud. How irritating it was. And I told vio “ wah I feel like slapping this kid “ well I guess anyone would want to. Vio turned to me and said “don blame the child ! blame the parents for not taking care of the child!” later on that day as I was on my way home I thought about this incident. What vio said was so true, when we see a child cry in the streeting, we sort of blame it for being noisy, irritating, bla bla bla. But how can we blame such innocent adolences who don’t really know much about this life of theirs? Instead isnt it their parents who should be taking on the blame instead? The blame of not taking the child well enough. So, next time u see a child crying, think again.
I once read an article on the internet, saying in the world of phillipines, the poor would queue up behind restaurents at the end of the day to collect for chicken bones. What they would do is that they will crush the chicken bones into powder form and then boil it with the soup. The chicken bones would give them the nutrients they need to survive since they cant really find much food out there, or probably don have the money to buy. Now few years ago in singapore, ppl are queueing outside macdonalds to buy hello kitty. What in the blue hell is this world becoming? So the next time you bite on that barbequed wing, think again before you throw it away.
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4:17 AM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
as the day dawns
the wind blows
till the dawn breaks
the king cedes
for he is gone
with the everflowing breeze
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2:53 AM
